I just can’t

I just can’t…. this is the second worst its been since the hospital. I can’t deal with it. I don’t know how…. I use to know. But now I’ve forgotten. …

God damn it…

I feel like absolute shit right now. I’m pretty sure I’m sick now, and my mind is running ramped again…. I do not like this. I don’t know what to do. I can’t sleep… fuck, I have a feeling I might hate tomorrow.

amyheather:

lmprovident:

close your eyes before the taxi it feels like you’ve died for a millisecond its so peaceful

this is so scary

M*A*S*H

Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see…

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play
I’m gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I’ll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn’t hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger…watch it grin, but…

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
Is it to be or not to be
And I replied ‘oh why ask me?’

And suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

…and you can do the same thing if you please

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Love Letter Portraits, Jamie Poole 
Using the scraps from old love letters from his wife, English artist Jamie Poole has brought them together to create these amazing self portraits.
unknowneditors:

Love Letter Portraits, Jamie Poole 
Using the scraps from old love letters from his wife, English artist Jamie Poole has brought them together to create these amazing self portraits.
unknowneditors:

Love Letter Portraits, Jamie Poole 
Using the scraps from old love letters from his wife, English artist Jamie Poole has brought them together to create these amazing self portraits.
unknowneditors:

Love Letter Portraits, Jamie Poole 
Using the scraps from old love letters from his wife, English artist Jamie Poole has brought them together to create these amazing self portraits.
unknowneditors:

Love Letter Portraits, Jamie Poole 
Using the scraps from old love letters from his wife, English artist Jamie Poole has brought them together to create these amazing self portraits.
unknowneditors:

Love Letter Portraits, Jamie Poole 
Using the scraps from old love letters from his wife, English artist Jamie Poole has brought them together to create these amazing self portraits.

unknowneditors:

Love Letter PortraitsJamie Poole 

Using the scraps from old love letters from his wife, English artist Jamie Poole has brought them together to create these amazing self portraits.

Today is the day.

I’m going to right a previous wrong and work everything out.

A Haiku For My Birthday

I am now eighteen
I’ve made it out of rehab
Things can only go up


God damn, that was and incredibly poor haiku, and I apologize… but anyway I’ve had a pretty life changing last 6 days and now I’m looking to make my life better and change a wrong I’ve made. But after tomorrow things will be looking up… I hope….